Torture of sem 5

Sem 5 is hell. the knowledge that we need to know seems to be endless. i think i can keep on grunting and grunting and u know what.. Hish..disgust..

Tired n exhausted

holiday supposed to be fun..things are never the same in med school. EOS..sigh

September..so many events must plan and do..sigh..the worse..cannot turn it into reality..wasted all the time..

Feelings

Today is a special day. First time celebrated a gal birthday together wit frens, although still can improve on the ambience part. But doesnt matter. Anyway hope she likes the present. First time buying for gal also. Better late than never.haha.Feeling happy but at the same time strangely there is an empty feeling.

Maybe after for so long time carrying these baggages, finally I can able to let it go..

Maybe it's been very long time since I last felt peace in my body and soul..

Anyway, back to the celebration wish u a happy 21st birthday Shin Ying. I like this proverb
Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try.

Okay, time to go back to song composing again.

and oh yeah yh, i didnt clean my car, next time can get yr DNA sample from there ( you noe wawt I mean ) and jm dun always 'grow' too much. hahaha

and i m really broke ady..

hav to apply for recharge..sigh..hav to endure the long lecture process again by my finance ministry..sigh...

Friends

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you ".
I wish to dedicate this words to my friends in uni. This is very true for Yiao Hoong, Zhi Yi, Woon Wee, Han Eyong, Jian Ming, Kelvin, Teddy and especially Kai Aun. How's my uni life without him, can't imagine. I Can't find any other words to describe how much is my gratitude towards them. Seriously.

I shall end this with another proverb with all my heart
A faithful friend is the medicine of life.

DILEMMA

Dilemma..nothing new. everybody must have experience it at least once in their life. But today is definitely one of top dilemma in my life. I always had this problem of expressing myself using words. Definitely find it easier to express it musically or maybe i was just born like that.

Okay.My dilemma was friend or family? If you ask me any time of the day family comes first. But today I juz did a reckless decision. I chose friend over family. I didn't thought of my dad's safety and his convinience. I didn't think from his point of view. Suddenly I fell myself like the biggest JERK in the world. In the end, my dad hav 2 make a double trip and take the train to go back home. It costs my dad 3 additional hours. I felt I had just throw my heart away. It's right my mom give me a long lecture. My dad is in mid 50s and as the eldest son, it is my responsibilty to take care of my family.

Anyway feel better after writing it down. And oh yeah, I have this group of friend which is GREAT if not the GREATEST friends but sometimes I hope that they can take some time and understand my situation. For eg. I hope that they stop pressuring me things that I am trying to understand and resolve. I am not blaming them but its my fault that I didnt explain things clearly.Aahh...

Memoirs

Today feel like blogging..OK!! Gonna blog bout my uni life or my GANG shall i say.

All started wit my gang which is kai aun, jian ming, han eyong, zhi yi, woon wee and me. Of course got yiao hoong and later shin ying, jian ren, teddy, kelvin. Hope I didnt miss anyone :p

They all have brought colours to my uni life. No longer black and white. Now there are red,yellow, blue, pink, green u name it u got it.( btw each colour hav its own stories..)

Alrite lets start wit the first history of the brotherhood

COP( community oriented project) yea rite..

OK. COP is suppose 2 be wat med student can do to give back to the society, and back to the society we gave.I still tink dis is the moment where 6 of us begin to bond and gel together. The Brotherhood.( someone is harassing me, totally a c*ck blocker ). Alrite, back to the story. We enjoy teaching the special children from language to numbers to colours. But nothing beat this. Can u believe it!! We draw 4-4 wit special kids in football!! Draw!! Ooo..draw=DEFEAT although they outnumber us and their PE teacher even took part. and we were leading 4-2, crap hahaha. We feel like noobs at the end of the day.ok guys its me who is the biggest noob. Credit to zhi yi, our hattrick hero. Will remember it forever.Hahahaha ( still laughing wen recalling it). Still cant figure out how the hell can we draw that match.

The group pic after d "friendly". One thing I learn is that we do not judge a book by its cover. Eventhough they are so called "special", on the inside they are capable of living a perfectly normal life maybe at different pace. But one thing i know they hav a big heart and they take things seriously even small things like going to the toilet. And the teachers there have even bigger hearts for willing to be patient to guide and teach them.

Anyway, this is the seeds where our brotherhood started.

Feeling tired now, continue some other day yea.

( PS : I totally drain out after the match :p )

The New Beginning..

Finally, my blog is alive! and kicking! Just too much boring stuff to say.anyway mus complete bloody hell a lot of stuff..(remind me of f6) so sad..anyway meet a doctor juz now. And to my surprise, he is fr mumbai! and his father is a head of the surgery department back in Mumbai.Oh.. juz hear the $$$ sounds. But i was wondering why on earth did he choose malaysia?..Oh..and he is a dr in KLIA.Whoa!! damn cool man. Imagine all the drama he got to watch.Front row somemore..anyway told him I'm fr IMU (i don't think he know where IMU is although he kept on nodding) and our system. He told us that our system is a mistake because we shouldn't be learning drugs on 2nd year. Instead we should focus more on anatomy.Thank god I still can recall my anatomy.He said we are like standing on two boats. One on the left and the other on the right and at the end of the day we are master of none.. he really scared the shit out of me when he said that!..But he's right..looks like have to review my strategy redi..plus all those things i have to do..(hope i don't lost in KL).maybe going to watch mumbai calling in HBO..

PS. to JM : Nah!! there you go. my first post.haha!
Kai Aun : still need some guidance from u bout blogging.